Read this if you're struggling with your hijab

Today, wearing my hijab felt a little heavier than usual. Most days, it feels natural, just a part of me. But sometimes, memories of feeling the wind in my hair or moving through the world unobserved slip in. There are moments I miss that sense of simply just existing, no judgement and without any layers between me and the world.

But then I remember why I wear it. My hijab isn’t just a personal choice, its wajib. It's an act of devotion that connects me to my deen and Allah. Covering myself is a source of strength, a powerful reminder of who I am and what I believe in. Those moments of nostalgia don’t weaken my commitment, instead, they remind me of my growth and resilience, of the strength I find every day in embracing my faith openly.

I think of the words from the Quran: "Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear." (Quran 2:286) This verse reminds me that the struggles I face with my hijab are not more than I can handle. With every challenge, I grow closer to Allah, gaining patience, inner strength, and trust in His wisdom.

Wearing the hijab has truly shaped me. It grounds me in my values and gives me a sense of purpose that goes beyond this world. On days when it feels difficult, I find peace in knowing that I invest in my Akhira and connection to Allah, I protect my self from the world and my own desires. The hijab is more than just cloth, it’s a reminder that my faith and identity are more powerful than anything else.

If you ever feel the weight of wearing it, remember that you’re not alone. The journey isn’t always easy, but each time we put it on, we’re choosing to stand firm in our faith and identity. Through every struggle, we become stronger and more grounded. 

All love,

-Svmourv